Lost Mind
Reaching back for something that isn't there you suddenly feel you no
longer
care your once soft feelings are hard as stone and in your decisions
you are now
alone pages ripped out of your book of life the same as being
stabbed with a
butcher knife there's no direction, don't know who's the boss
you feel alone,
you feel so lost from an "A" to a "C" student you
have
turned the ripped out pages have now been burned you lost your smarts
and you
lost your mind you feel stuck out, a one and only kind everything
sucks, but
still you try to find yourself an alibi some good dirrection must
soon be found
or you'll be six feet underground without a hope, without a
chance your life is
gone in one quick glance you picked the wrong door and
must pay the cost of
being confused, and yet still lost you see a relative,
you see a saint this
beautiful sight makes you faint love is overwhelming,
fear is out of sight you
squeeze your loved ones, you hold them tight then
everything suddenly begins to
fade you find yourself in a very different
place then a ghostly figure
approaches you but his color is RED, not BLUE
your temperature quickly begins to
rise a lake of tears fill into your eyes
you've heard of this place, you know it
well you're stuck down in the pits of
hell the figure tells you to sin, whenever
and not to trust anyone, never he
says to be mean, to talk in ugly words after
all the word "live" is "evil"
spelled backwards then, once
again, things fade in a hurry everything then
becomes all blurry a new, bright
light shines into your eyes it's the kind of
thing that makes you cry you wake
to see the morning sun the visions and
figures you saw are gone it seemed so
real, but I'm glad it's not because now
I'm thankful for what I've got no need
to be scared, it was just a dream just
take a breath, you must redeem though you
can tell you're home by the morning
frost you still have no direction, you are
still lost.